In my previous post I claim that "someone must know". I don't think so anymore. Everyone know bits and splits and most of them don't know what they consciously know. I will not help them with that, I HATE being the changing factor if I get no benefits. I'm not in for that kind of charity...

I also mourned the fact that the golden ratio plays in everything, thus numbers and pre-decided forms of things. Why not? As long as there's a factor to BEND the numbers, to work against the flow and... simply change events. I've met so many people who don't believe in their own will, which makes mine even more determined. But I've also learned that there's a line of work even I can't change the nature of, which is the basic ground of change. One can't jump from step one to ten, unless there's a smart way around it. If there isn't, one will fall to minus one.

Let me decide this time, I know what I'm doing. I'll play it right this time.